So I get the time to relax, settle down and do some artwork. A week in I still havn't produced anything worth a damn. Attampting to motivate myself combined with multiple failed attempts to produce anything decent is making this as hard as all hell. I know with utter certaintly that I've draw pictures when I was 10 that were better then the pieces of crap I've put onthe paper in front of me right now. What in the hell is this nonsense... One of the most frustraiting things ever must be knwoing you have the ability to produce something decent when you draw and then failing to do so when you sit down and fail all attempts to produce something decent.
Grarity Grarity Grarity Grar!

Oh well I'll get over it. working on roughly 2 - 3 commisions/gift arts now plus a couple of personal projects. Got a decent amount of free time left to work on them so assuming I can make my whatever crappy artistic juices I have flow properly we should be seeing something soon.