Cripes it took me 10 minutes to remember (Or rather rework out) how to make a journal entry here! The trick was to stop looking for the link...

Anyway I'm not finished yet. Still a hell of alot more to upload but given it took me 4 hours (damnit I really am slow at everything) to scan and upload what I did today and I have rather pressing university work that needs to be done I think I would be better off investing my time in that for now. So more comming around... Probably Monday at the latest. Should be enough gone up today to tide you over till then.

On a side note, damn do I need to invest some time applying fixative to these drawings... The're smudging everywhere...

Ok a couple of things. The most notable, on Wednesday night I will be doing an explosive upload session here. I'm going through my old sketch pads and folders and as crap as they are I've decided I'm going to upload the majority of the contents. Most will be going into scraps so if you want them to appear in your messages (or don't) make sure you tick (or untick) the wether you want to recieve scraps from me on you dev watch list. There may be a very small number of these old sketches that make it into my standard devation gallery.

Further more there are some new works which will be uploaded soon. THough those will probably pop up as they are completed. Either way there is currently about 6 that are tetering on the edge of completion and I'm actually getting the work done on them! *Uncontrollable spasm of extream shock*

A couple of existing works in the gallery are further more lined up to be redone. This is a simple process so that should take long to happen either.

So in short expect sudden bouts of activity from me here 3 days from now. I appoligise in advance for flooding your mesages.

In other news I still suck. But I'm defiantly getting better. Yay me. :-P

So I get the time to relax, settle down and do some artwork. A week in I still havn't produced anything worth a damn. Attampting to motivate myself combined with multiple failed attempts to produce anything decent is making this as hard as all hell. I know with utter certaintly that I've draw pictures when I was 10 that were better then the pieces of crap I've put onthe paper in front of me right now. What in the hell is this nonsense... One of the most frustraiting things ever must be knwoing you have the ability to produce something decent when you draw and then failing to do so when you sit down and fail all attempts to produce something decent.
Grarity Grarity Grarity Grar!

Oh well I'll get over it. working on roughly 2 - 3 commisions/gift arts now plus a couple of personal projects. Got a decent amount of free time left to work on them so assuming I can make my whatever crappy artistic juices I have flow properly we should be seeing something soon.

Basic update of how things have been going. Well I've been in hospital twice in the last 3 months for surgery, details of which I wont go into. I've resultingly been running behind on uni work which combined with the fact I suck I still havn't caught up on.

My ISP is still screwing me around. I can actualy force my broadband connection to work most the time now due soley to my new netwroking experience but its still very unstable but thats not the final insult. No the final insult is the ISP want to charge me $460 for dial up charges on a $50 a month broadband acount that hasn't been working for the 2 months I've had it. THey have bucklies of getting it and I've made sure they can't charge my credit card for it at any point. As it currently stands I'm waiting for the new ISP in town to get set up so I can move over to them as soon as these guys decide to cut off my account for non payment (Stupid *%$#@&.

Most importantly, just very recently my hard drive got wiped beyond recover along with all my recent digital artwork and a ton of other likewise important things. What really urks me about this was I was set to backup within a week of when it happened. Obviously my computer is running fine now but I have a collosal chore ahead of me as far as redoing everythign that was wiped is concerned. SO more updates on that as it develops.

Otherwise I'm alive and healthy and realitivly happy if left unmotivated by recent events. So we'll see how I go.

Ok I have a fair few images to upload here. Most importantly stuff for flamewatcher who has been waiting for it for a good month or two... I'm just waiting on my ISP to install my broadband access at home. The sent me a message the other day saying there nearly ready (Don't know if this genuine or just a method to get me to relax while they fool around and leave me hanging for another month) and there going to send someone out to do it soon. *rolls eyes* if they where prepared to send me the modem I'd do it myself, but they couldn't charge install costs then.
Anyway hopefuly I'll be on highspeed internet by the end of the week. I really hope so. I've been waiting for high speed internet for 7 years now. It will be mine... Oh yes... It will be mine.